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[12 Feb 2009|11:01am]

[ mood | calm ]

The only thing ive eaten is a little bit of chicken and im gonna keep it that way. I told my mom i wasnt feeling well so i didnt have to go to school but i feel fine. Im not going today because i want to gain control. And at school my freinds eat so much and offer me food im learing not to to give in. Actually watching people eat dicusts me. How can they even eat so mucxh ewwwwwwwwwww. Well this week i wanted to lose 5 pounds in like 5 days but i doubt i did actually right know i weigh 125 dammit i have lost any of those five pounds. Im so digusting i weigh like a ton.
Best of luck

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[10 Feb 2009|09:13pm]

[ mood | blah ]

Could someone be my dieting buddie please. I feel so fat and im gonna lose that weight. And how can they lye and say that i look skinny, Ugggggggg Curse society. And please a dieting buddie and someone to talk too.
Best Wishes


OOOhhh [19 Jan 2009|09:07pm]


think you've got it? Sure you do.... I bet they don't.

[20 Oct 2008|07:38pm]
This is a massive post to many communities. Every day less and less people post in these communities. There is less support and more hurtful comments and negativity. Some of these communities are heavily moderated and some people can't wait to get accepted or their posts accepted and need support right now. This new community is for the people who want to band together and change this. Please come and join this community so we can make it one of the biggest and most supportive communities for people suffering from an ED.

first time.. [13 Oct 2008|11:01pm]


This community, im new. Im not sure if it about being as skinny as possible, about reaching a potential weight/size, or about getting where you want to be and staying happy at that point.

For me I see it as a place where you strive to be against the norm, such as more of America where I live that is dependent on McDonalds and not caring about their size.

It seems that its mostly girls here which is what I would come to think it should be since they are the most concerned with weight.


Today I ran 3miles, hard, first time running in a year. Felt good.

Worked out arms/chest/stomach afterwards.


Im not sure if it is the way I was brought up, but all I ate today was two bagels and some beans, lots of water. I do not seem to need food as much as other people around me, I am content and do not go hungry off a low caloric intake.

So everyone please guide me/ let me know what you think.

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[11 Oct 2008|12:23am]

i bought lipodrene w/ephedra because i suck and feel sick from eating but can't stop or i'll fast for two days and binge, then fast and then binge. i hate this stupid freaking cycle and i want pills pills pills to break it. i hope this works.

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oh hayy [02 Oct 2008|01:21pm]

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I'm starting a 24 hour fast.  Just for my own goal benefit.
You can join me if you'd like.

I've been binging and purging.  I rarely ever purge but as of late I've been kicking my own ass and can't help it.  I took pictures on Monday.  These are to be used as my 'beginning' as far as progress pics go.  I haven't done that in a while and it helps.  It really really helps.  I'm going to be taking more pics this coming Monday to compare.  You bet your ass I'm posting them.

x-posted in _almost_perfect 
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[22 Sep 2008|03:44pm]


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